We Each Have A Choice To Make Reports

We Each Have A Choice To Make

Slave Debbie’s Report

Day 1

I was so excited to start this task. I woke up yesterday thinking it was Monday instead of Sunday and almost started then. I then realized it wasn’t and was bummed I had to wait another day LOL. Today I chose mini task C Legs apart: You must keep you legs apart all day, no crossing legs or feet. I thought this would be an easy one to start with. Boy was I wrong. I should have remembered it wouldn’t be so easy since I had done Knees Apart some time ago for Rilawild.

While I was sitting at my computer desk it was not too difficult. I normally sit with my feet tucked behind the legs of my chair while at the computer so that was not a problem. It was however when I would go over to relax in my recliner and watch a little tv. I caught myself several times starting to cross my feet. I did realize my mistake and promptly corrected it. It wasn’t quite as difficult while standing at the sink doing dishes. However I did catch myself a few times and quickly corrected the situation.It has been a constant reminder of my submission having to keep my legs apart. Which is exactly what I have been longing for. I have missed that wonderful submissive feeling a lot lately and I am actually quite happy that the task is extended to six days instead of the five.

I am so happy to be back to tasking again and also enjoy being able to play with you. For tomorrow I choose mini task D. No contractions: You will not be allowed to speak or type contractions. This one should prove to be even MORE challenging and a challenge is exactly what I have been longing for. I’m not sure which will be more of a challenge not saying them or not typing them. LOL although I don’t normally have a lot of Ims going

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Slave Debbie’s Report

Day 2

I managed for the rest of yesterday to keep my legs apart. When I went to bed although I did not use a spreader bar like Ahluero our cats assisted me by sleeping between my legs LOL Today I have been doing mini task D. No contractions: You will not be allowed to speak or type contractions. It has been quite difficult since I normally use a lot of contractions both in speaking and typing. While I have not been instant messaging (yet) with anyone today the not speaking contractions is proving to be quite the challenge as I knew it would be. But, that is exactly why I wanted to do this one. I wanted the challenge.

On most days I do not see many(if any) people during the day to speak to that much. However, today I made it a point to find people to speak to. One person did notice that I was speaking differently and asked me about it. Since she knows about my chosen lifestyle I told her the truth. I told her it is a task I am doing for the Academy. I did goof a couple times when hubby got home and used contractions. I realized my mistake almost immediately. He did not even notice I had done it. I also goofed and used contractions when talking to Mistress on the phone. I got very frustrated with myself for making these mistakes. I am hoping that if I do instant message with anyone today that I do not screw up and use any more contractions.

Since there is no way to get an orgasm in with this mini task I did not attempt one. Since I am not much into masturbating lately or even able to reach an orgasm if I tried it did not bother me. It has been quite some time since I have had an orgasm.

For tomorrow’s mini task I am selecting mini task E. Drinking and eating with non dominant hand: You will use only your non dominant hand when using an eating utensil or picking up a drink. I know this one will also be a huge challenge for me and that is exactly what I want. I am hoping to do better with this one than I have been doing today with the contractions. On a positive note though I did make it through typing this report without using any contractions

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Slave Debbie’s Report

Day 3

Today is mini task E. Drinking and eating with non dominant hand: You will use only your non dominant hand when using an eating utensil or picking up a drink. This is proving to be even more of a challenge than the contractions. I have managed though to catch myself and fix the problem each time I used my right hand and switched to using my left.

I have noticed though that the times I have made the error of using my dominant hand are the times I am multitasking like having a drink while working at the computer. Since I realized this was happening I then started placing my drink on the other side of my computer so that I would be more apt to pick it up and drink it with my left hand. Thus far it has worked really well and I haven’t made any more goofs since doing this. Although perfection is not expected I am one who expects it from myself and get very frustrated with myself when I screw up.

I am really enjoying this task and the feelings of submission it is giving me. I have missed that submissive feeling so very much. Trying to be switch is not easy(although I have to admit it can be fun )I sometimes have difficulty separating the two and my domme side will bleed over into my subbie/slave side or vise versa. I am definitely more sub than Domme. I would say 95% subbie and 5% domme.

I have been flip flopping all day as to which mini task to undertake tomorrow but I have finally decided to do mini task B. Eat from your bowl at least twice today: This may be breakfast, lunch, dinner or a snack. But you are not allowed to use your hands or utensils and you must be on the floor naked.

I think this one will bring on some very submissive feelings as well as a bit of humiliation but in a good way. I hope you are enjoying my performance of this task as much as I am enjoying performing it for you. Only three days left though. I was unable to task for awhile but now that I am back to being able to task I am once again a task-a-holic LOL

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Slave Debbie’s Report

Day 4

Today’s mini task Eat from your bowl at least twice today: This may be breakfast, lunch, dinner or a snack. But you are not allowed to use your hands or utensils and you must be on the floor naked. Has succeeded in making me feel very submissive. I did the first this morning for breakfast. I chose to have oatmeal for this meal. I stripped naked except for my collar and prepared to place my breakfast on the floor. I decided I better first put my dog Jack in his crate so I could eat my breakfast myself without his help.

Once he was in his crate I placed my breakfast on the floor. I then got down on the floor to eat it. I tried to do it while kneeling but it became too hard on my knees so I lay down on my belly to eat. I was disappointed because I had wanted to do it kneeling.

Our cats being the curious little creatures they are came over to investigate what I was doing and what was in my bowl. Luckily for me they don’t care for oatmeal. LOL Had it been cereal with milk I may have had difficulties. I felt so very submissive laying there on the floor eating my breakfast with no utensils. When I was finished my face had quite a bit of oatmeal on it. I was glad I was home alone so no one would see. *blush*

For lunch I had taco salad while Jack was yet again in his crate. The cats were busy sleeping thankfully so I did not have to worry about them. I placed the bowl on the floor, got naked(except for my collar of course) and then got down on the floor to eat my lunch. The taco salad proved to be messier than the oatmeal this morning. By the time I was finished my face was covered with salsa, sour cream, and had crumbled up chips sticking in it. I was unsure if I was supposed to drink the same way as eat so I decided I would also have my drink from a bowl. Sweet tea is just not the same in a bowl as it is in a glass over ice. I lost interest in the tea since it now had taco salad remnants in it.

I was thinking I had done my two times from the bowl so the mini task was complete and I could have dinner “normally.” I was wrong. Although officially yes it was done when Sir got home he decided he wanted to see me do the task so dinner was also from a bowl on the floor. *blush* I must have gotten enough practice in, or the beef cheddar melt we had for dinner is just not as messy because my face was not as messy as it was earlier.

Although I did have some evidence of dinner on my face. This is proving to be a fun yet challenging task and I look forward to tomorrow’s mini task. I have decided to do mini task A. Have an orgasm somewhere in public: This can be a restroom, dressing room or in your car. However, it can’t be in or around your home.

I had not planned to do this one as I have been unable to achieve an orgasm or even really had the desire to have one. But, I want to challenge myself. I just hope I can succeed. I do not want to fail. Sir and I will be going to wal-mart tomorrow so I figured it was the perfect opportunity to do this mini task. My bullet vibe will be going along with me since it is the most powerful and will easily fit in my purse. Boy am I glad they don’t search purses at department stores LOL I just hope I don’t drop this like I did my other toy like I did for another of your tasks.

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Day 5

I knew the mini task I chose for today was going to be difficult I just had no idea it would be as difficult as it was. I am glad I had planned on spending so much time at wal-mart otherwise I would not have had the chance to be successful. I went into the restroom shortly after arriving at the store and locked myself in a stall. I took my bullet vibe out of my purse and began using it. After about 25 minutes I was not yet getting close. I decided to stop for then and go do some shopping and maybe try again in a little while. I left the restroom a little disappointed and kind of frustrated.

About one hour later I decided it was time to try again so I went back into the rest room and again locked myself in a stall. This time I tried even longer.(about forty five minutes this time.) Although I was getting closer an orgasm still was not happening. Now I was even more disappointed and very frustrated. I was however determined I was somehow going to succeed. Come hell or high water I was going to have that orgasm. I was not going to fail, that was not an option! I don’t know if it’s determination or stubbornness. LOL

I decided to give it one more try. Going back to the restroom yet one more time this time I was not going to come out until I had that orgasm! Luckily this time it was not taking as long to get close. Perhaps this has something to do with the fact I bought new batteries and put them in my vibe. Or perhaps it was my clit was becoming so very sensitive after all that attention. It has been a long time since it has gotten THAT much attention. After about twenty minutes I achieved that orgasm. I was so happy I had succeeded. I guess determination(or stubbornness)pays off. LOL This time I left the restroom feeling much better. I had succeeded and had an orgasm. Oh and this time I did not drop my vibrator for someone else to notice. Although I did let out a rather loud moan.

For tomorrow I choose to do mini task F. Touching yourself every time you sit down: Every time you sit down, you will rub your cock or pussy through your pants or skirt. I can’t believe tomorrow is already the last day of this task I hope you are enjoying my performance of this task. I know I am enjoying doing it for you.

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Slave Debbie’s Report

Day 6

I have really enjoyed this task and how submissive it has made me feel. I am glad you extended it to six days. I can't believe it went by so fast. I would have even done it seven LOL. Today I did mini task F. Touching yourself every time you sit down: Every time you sit down, you will rub your cock or pussy through your pants or skirt.For some reason this has been a hard one to remember. So, as a result I feel like a yo yo.

Each time I would sit down if I forgot to touch myself I would stand back up and sit down again this time making sure I did it properly. I did not forget all of the time though.(thankfully) I did not see many people today so there was not much of a chance for others to notice. I did get a few weird looks though. I just grinned, wondering what they must be thinking.

Although I think this one was a little hard to remember at times I think the one I had the hardest time with(other than the orgasm one LOL) was the no contractions one. I didn’t realize how much I used them until that day when I did the mini task that did not allow me to speak or type them.

I even goofed up while talking to Mistress on the phone. I thank you for allowing me to perform this task for you it has given me back that submissive feeling I was missing so very much. I hope you have enjoyed my performance of this task for you and I look forward to playing with you again soon.