Peeing My Way
Slave Debbie’s Report
Day One
There was a time I never would have thought that I would be requesting a bathroom control task of any kind. However I decided it was time to try one since it did not involve me having to pee on myself or drink pee(YUCKY) I thought this would be an easy little task to try out a bit of bathroom control. Once again I was wrong.It started out fine. Since I don’t wear panties unless I go out and I was not going anyplace today I never gave putting panties on a thought.
For my first morning pee I decided to do the first one on the list and I wet my finger in my mouth and stuck it in my bottom. This one went fine and I actually kind of enjoyed it. I had decided for the first day of the task to do them in the order they appear in the task. For my first liquid intake of the day I had a large glass of milk since I had to take my meds and they seem to go down much easier with milk but for the rest of the day I had mostly sweet tea. I did have juice on a couple of occasions though.
Normally I only pee maybe four to five times a day but I was sure with the amount I was drinking today I would be going a bit more. For the second pee of the day I did the clothespins on my lips. I have to say I do enjoy clothespins quite a bit so this one was enjoyable as well. I would have been quite happy to leave them on a little bit longer but I didn’t. Since the next one was going to require tape I decided I better find the tape that won’t give me a problem since some tapes I am allergic to. I soon found it and was ready for the next time I would have to pee. Here is one area that was not as easy as I had hoped. I learned a very valuable lesson for the third pee of the day. If I am doing the one with the tape I better start preparing as soon as I feel the first urge to pee. It took awhile to get the clothespins taped properly and I almost ended up with pee all over the floor and everywhere. I did enjoy this one as well since it involved clothespins. As the day went on I was finding that with all the liquid I am drinking I am not hungry. I have not eaten much of anything today. I think just a sandwich and a couple yogurts. At least I know I can’t be dehydrated anymore with as much as I am drinking LOL
I thought I would go a lot more than usual today but I didn’t. I only had to go one more time a little bit ago. I was tempted to skip ahead to the clothespins on nipples because well I like clothespins. But since I had decided I would do them in order today that stripping naked to pee had to be next.Today had been a lazy day and after my morning shower I had gotten back into pjs just to be comfy and warm. So, it was kind of weird to be stripping to go pee. I had to go quite badly so it did not take me long to get out of those Pjs at all. No way did I want to pee in them. I almost forgot my socks but remembered just in time. It has been an interesting day not being in control of how I pee and I have to admit it has made me feel more submissive. Which is exactly what I have been wanting. I am looking forward to my first morning pee tomorrow since it will be clothes pins on nipples. *giggle* I am however a bit nervous about the standing one.
Peeing My Way
Slave Debbie’s Report
Day Two
For my next time I knew I was going to have to stand. I was not really looking forward to this one to be honest. I knew it was going to be difficult. I did not know it would also end up being a bit humiliating. When I finally had to go again I headed into the bathroom and stood over the toilet and began to pee. Then I felt some pee trickle down my thigh and down my leg. YUCK Even though I did not like that it had happened I have to admit I felt extremely submissive. I was doing something not for my pleasure but for yours and for SirValek’s. Even though I was home alone I could still feel my face getting red from embarrassment.I had one more to go before I could begin the list again.
Sitting backwards on the toilet. Our bathroom is a bit small and I did not want any surprises so I tested it out before I actually had to go. Although it was a little difficult it was doable so I relaxed a bit and did a little bit of housework and cleaned the fridge until I had to go again. Finally when I had to go I went in and sat backwards on the toilet. I kind of laughed while I was doing this one I could remember another time when I had done this and it was before I knew anything about BDSM or bathroom control.
I wanted to do something different than just following the list one by one so I tried to think of a way to mix it up a bit. I decided to write each position down on a slip of paper, put them in a hat and draw one when I had to go to the bathroom to determine which one I would be doing. I was hoping to not have to do the standing one again today but as luck would have it the very first time I drew a slip of paper from the hat it was standing to pee. And, just as before some trickled down my thigh. I was however happy that I knew I would not have to do this one again today.I think all the liquid is beginning to have an effect on me as I had to go again just a couple hours later. This time I drew “completely naked” Ok this one was easy but I had to go bad so I had to strip fast. I stripped my clothes off as I headed towards the bathroom. I really have to start earlier instead of waiting until its urgent LOL. I did make it though and did not have an accident and I even remembered to remove my socks and slippers. I did leave a trail of clothes behind me though which I picked up on my way back.
It’s almost time for me to go to bed and I just did my last pee of the day. This time I drew “finger in bottom” Now this one I could handle. OK actually I like this one although I have to say the clothespin ones are my favorites. I wet my finger and stuck it in my bottom I think I felt even more submissive today than I did yesterday. I am really enjoying the feeling too. Even though I don’t care for the standing position I am enjoying this task and discovering that not all bathroom control is gross some of it can be fun.
Peeing My Way
Slave Debbie’s Report
Day Three
This task has helped me regain that wonderful submissive feeling I so love and I thank you for allowing me to perform it for you. I have to admit at first I was a little bit nervous about it being extended to three days but I am actually glad that it was. It was a learning experience and I enjoyed giving up control of another part of my life. Today when I got up I got the hat and drew the first slip of paper for today. I drew the one that read “clothespins and tape”
Uh oh this was going to be a challenge since It was my first morning pee and I had to go so badly. I headed to the bathroom and grabbed the clothespins and tape. I almost didn’t make it. It was very close had it taken me just one second longer I would have had a wet floor. Luckily that wasn’t the case.
Since I had to have a drink of liquid but also had to eat since I have eaten even less than usual these past few days I decided to have cold cereal with milk that way I got both. Normally I have yogurt or oatmeal. I then continued the rest of the day with my tea or juice. Since I rarely wear panties I never gave going without them a second thought. It’s just so much more comfy without them. It was only a couple hours later that I had to go pee again. This time I drew “sitting backwards”. Ok this one I could handle. Although honestly I had wanted another clothespin one. The clothespin on nips would have been nice but there were only two slips of paper left so I knew it was coming soon. I then tried logging into the academy to search for what task I may want to attempt next but the site was down. I ended up playing several games of yahtzee, checking the site frequently to see if it was back up. No luck. I have a habit of drinking even more while playing computer games. Without thinking I just seem to drink continuously. This of course meant I had to pee more.
This time I drew my favorite one. Yep you guessed it clothespins on nipples. I guess slave debbie and clothespins just go together LOL. I got my clothespins on and found myself sitting there just a little longer than what I really needed to so that I could leave them on a few more minutes. This time however I did not yank them off like I did yesterday. Since SirValek was still asleep because he had to do a double shift at work(he has been working 85 hours a week since his promotion) I remained by the computer and quietly played games and drank and played more and drank more. I then decided to take my dog Jack outside for a walk since I did not have to go badly at the moment. That was a mistake. Jack was taking forever and by the time he was done I had to go very BAD!!
I rushed back into the apartment and grabbed a slip of paper from the hat. Clothespins on lips this time. I was glad it wasn’t the one with tape since I had to go so badly. Still it was close. Next time I don’t wait LOL. Now that I had completed the list again I tried thinking of another creative way to decide which one to do next. I gave it some thought hmmm there were seven positions and only six sides on a dice. I decided to draw from a hat one more time and then if I had to go more I would roll a die and let it determine which position to do.The next time I drew a couple hours later I got finger in bottom. I have to confess I kind of like that one too. I do enjoy anal play a lot more than I used to. It used to be a hard limit but since my time here at the Academy that has changed along with many other things. Someday I hope to be able to get a slightly larger butt plug but I don’t think I am quite ready yet.
Now that I had only six remaining I made a list of the ways to pee and assigned each one a number. I got my dice out and made sure it was handy. I settled back down at the computer did some puzzles online and created a blog. Keeping busy and drinking. SirValek woke up around 9:30 and I fixed him dinner. I was too full of liquid to eat much but I tried. After dinner we spent some time together since we haven’t had much of that lately. After awhile it was time to roll the die and see which one it was to be this time. I rolled a six. Completely naked. I was glad I rolled it before the need to pee was urgent. I removed my clothes and put them on the chair and went in to pee. I remembered to remove my socks just in time. I have loved how this task has reminded me of my role as a submissive. As you know I have been struggling with keeping the submissive side and Domme side from bleeding over into each other. I really needed a task like this.
A couple hours later I had to roll again. Geesh I haven’t had to pee this much in a day since I took water pills. This time I rolled a two, that meant sitting backwards. Although this one was a little tricky because of the bathroom being so small it was doable. I was concerned about that the first time and was relieved when I found it was going to be possible. I did not want to have to ask for any modifications. Since it is bedtime for me(ok so maybe it’s past my bedtime LOL I confess I'm a night owl.) I just did my last roll of the die and rolled a five. Uh oh standing to pee. Not one of my favorites I was hoping it would go better this time. I briefly thought about holding my thighs apart with my hands but no I could not do that. My hands were supposed to be behind my neck. Besides I would probably just end up peeing on them and I did not want that either. So, I just stood with my hands behind my neck as I was supposed to and sure enough it dribbled down my thighs again. Such a submissive feeling though standing there hands behind neck, breasts out and pee dribbling down my thighsI hope you are pleased with my performance of this task and with my reports. I thank you again for allowing me to perform this for you. It is always a pleasure to task for you. I hope we get to play again real soon.
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